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[07 Jul 2004|12:00am] |
Suicide: The Permanent Solution To A Temporary Problem
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL, TOO.
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[04 Jul 2004|03:17pm] |
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Well, it's the Fourth of July, and I'm at work. In the mall. There's no one here. I'm so fucking bored it's rediculous. All I've done today is research Chinchillas (I've decided that I'm getting one to add to the menagerie... along with Fiyero in 3 weeks), added interests to my LJ and hunted down new people. Not so fun. And I really hope that the kids running around in the roller skating shoes falls down. I need some entertainment :-)
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[03 Jul 2004|01:03pm] |
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So I definitely love being ditched for stupid broads. You know, go fuck yourself. There's no way in fucking christ that you can be the way you were with me one day then ignore me the fucking next. Oh, wait, yes you can cause you've done it twice before. And you know what? I'm stupid enough to fucking comwe crawling back to you E.V.E.R.Y. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. T.I.M.E.
So you can go fuck yourself, and the f-word that we've been dropping for the past few years, how bout you completely drop it and don't use it with me. Friend is reserved for people who mean something to me.
Stolen from some random chick: "I hate how people aren't ready for relationships, but then seem to be perfectly happy getting into them with people other than me."
You can find it.
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.
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[02 Jul 2004|04:05pm] |
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So Misti-cal ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) crazieriotgurl started an NFG board... of which I'm an admin *dance dance dance* so I think that you who are NFG fans need to come and join...
Understatement
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[01 Jul 2004|01:43pm] |
I am a member of 4 cliques of size 9
- dramaqueendiva3, crazieriotgurl, silentlyburning, redsrmorefun, mademanfiasco, toxic_popsicle, iescapedazkaban, chaosbreedhabit, x__catalyst
- dramaqueendiva3, crazieriotgurl, silentlyburning, redsrmorefun, mademanfiasco, toxic_popsicle, iescapedazkaban, chaosbreedhabit, teenangstsucks
- dramaqueendiva3, crazieriotgurl, silentlyburning, redsrmorefun, mademanfiasco, toxic_popsicle, chaosbreedhabit, failuredxtheory, x__catalyst
- dramaqueendiva3, crazieriotgurl, silentlyburning, redsrmorefun, mademanfiasco, toxic_popsicle, chaosbreedhabit, failuredxtheory, teenangstsucks
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[01 Jul 2004|01:17pm] |
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So I'm getting a new kitten in 3 weeks... His name is Fiyero and he's grey striped with an orange mohawk... so effin cute...
( Pictures of my baby )
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[30 Jun 2004|02:59pm] |
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Kidnapped from risingtofall who adopted if from someone else:
"This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you."
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[30 Jun 2004|10:39am] |
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So I've always wondered how it is that after a night of drinking (and not really heavy, but mixing.. I must remember that 'liquor before beer' thing :-\), I may have to force myself out of bed but I feel better in the morning than on a regular day. I hate Hate HATE mornings, but after a night out, I can actually get up and face the day. It's strange. *shrug*
( Really boring.... you probably might not to read it ;-) )
I got home a bit before 2, took a shower and passed out until my alarm went off at 8, though I do briefly remember being woken up at 7:41 by something. Snooze buttoned til 8:42 and then came in to work. And I'll be here til 5:30 and in rehearsal til 9 and then maybe I'll go see Spiderman2. Any takers?
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[29 Jun 2004|10:20am] |
 You Are Right Brained In LoveBit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
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[28 Jun 2004|01:56pm] |
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You think that I would have learned my lesson after the first two times.
I guess I'm a _X_sucker_X_ for p.u.n.i.s.h.m.e.n.t
and even more, a =x=sucker=x= for you
Go[[___=fuck=___]]yourself
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[28 Jun 2004|10:34am] |
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Herm... so what's new? Oh, that's right NOTHING! I'm bored, at work, as usual, and ready to die! As if Monday's weren't bad enough, I'm by myself until 5:30. Blecch. Not so cool.
Though I must say, I give props to myself, luckycharms3 , and Matt... we managed to drive the new guy out in exactly 13 days. He's transferring to anther location, where he thinks he'll 'fit in better.' Yea... and I'm the pope.
God this sucks! I have NO entertainment today. Caitlyn got transferred to Silver City Galleria (long live Puma Jesus!) and rigaymetalboy got transferred to Providence... no more Journeys fun.. well, except Sock Boy cause he sings to me :-) But that's only on the weekend.
( Question for my bois and hags )
Peace.
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[18 Jun 2004|06:45pm] |
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So I was at Foot Action with Jay (luckycharms3 )(sidenote... got awesome shoes for $4.99 *grin*) when he turns and says:
"I just don't get the pink thing."
To which I reply:
"Pink is the new black."
To which he replies:
"Yes. And wagon wheels are the new garden gnome."
So is my life. Just Jesus. Puma Jesus that is.
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